有一天我會 -

currently i'm living a life without love

i don't need love

i don't need warmth

i don't need someone to understand me

maybe there are reasons

but i already forgot

i just feel

that i don't need something to fill myself

i don't need a shoulder to lean on

i need nothing

in christianity they say it's a state where even god cannot help you

it's the state where you reject the love from god

and in human way of saying:

you reject to love and be loved

maybe you build up walls

maybe you just don't let anybody in your true shell

you simply reject affection.

but i just can't help but live this way

even though i know it's ridiculous

everything i'm enduring now 

maybe

just 

so i can one day

live a happy life and laugh at

those people who can't love themselves.

maybe one day

i can really let my experienced heart out 

and shine on others 

because i already know all those pain 

and nothing could break my free loving heart. 

maybe.