無愛 -

i think i'm in love but i'm not.

the thing is .. i don't care who it is.

as long as it is someone who tries to fill the emptiness inside me ..

i'll look at him.

but this is wrong.

i'm just using this person.

i don't love the person.

i accept everybody for who they are so it's not uncommon that i also like this person for who he is.

i'm using this person to live further. i'm like a love-sucker. an egoistic bastard.

so i can't be with anyone because .. i can't love. 

and i can't love before i learn how to love myself.