i've been walking and walking

trying to find the exit

of my system

or the system of this world

or the chaos

i told myself i don't want any answers to my questions

maybe because i'm scared?

no

i don't know

why is it so hard for me to walk normally.

why is it so hard for me to breathe normally.

this world is just full of bullshit. 

a system always turns into a chaos

like this universe

the system in me is also breaking

and the power of this world tries to make me turn into craziness

that's how this world treats people with a system. 

everything has to fall

apart.